Baffled

Leonard Nimoy running in slow motion can induce a hypnotic state.

Therapy

Therapy today centered around how I need to let go of the hope that J and I would be able to be friends. We were together eight years and she just won't forgive me. I still desire a friendship with her - I didn't stop loving her, the relationship just became unworkable, suffocating. I've given her four years to forgive me. That's enough time if she's doesn't want it, or is still angry.

So past is past. I still need to start meditating again. I'm going out tomorrow to visit the Moms for a couple of days. A walk in the country will do me good as well. Too much of this little corner of new york city lately.


( and some other things... )