I'm crying so hard I can't see the screen

Heh, I just got myself banned by the cunts in AMA. I'll have to fill up my time with my bible studies instead.

afternoon

I wobbled my way to the bank in cobble hill to deposit my check. the supply of "the material" is running low, and ___ ____ in china says he has more. but it's time to run out and rejoin the human race. not much can be accomplished if you're asleep all day. i'm going to call c and d and the moms, maybe even text  A and write my brother. D said he needed to have an MRI today because "3 of his 4 limbs were gimpy" - I got worried. And c has a rare progressive eye disorder i couldn't even find on google w/o remembering the name, which affects peripheral vision and is progressive. I find it odd that the moms is more healthy than most of my friends. everyone else is on one pharmaceutical or another. is it generational? As I mentioned in a letter to a friend, our atoms only come together for a short time and then are subject to entropy and return to the earth to become other things: bricks in buildings, iguanas, or ham sandwiches.